its completely nipplelicious

Yes, it’s true.  As far as I have come in the last two years, as much as I know just how damn sexy I am, how worthy I am, even I in all my greatness still have my insecure moments. It happened last night again. Of course, I let it get so big that I forgot all my lessons in how to deal with the insecurities in a relationship. I let all rules fly out the window and just let er rip. Who knows why. Maybe it was my frustration with myself in even worrying, maybe it was my subconscious trying to focus on this problem and not another. Either way you lay the cards, I picked a fight. No ifs ands or butts about it.

That wasn’t my intention going into it. In fact, I even wanted to wait until I had things sorted out more in my own head. But being in your own head can be a very dangerous place, at least in my case it can. Its not healthy to let things sit and stew, yet on the other hand that saying “don’t sweat the little stuff” keeps rolling through my brain as well.

I apologized of course, after the fact. Doesn’t mean much if I can’t back up the apology. I can admit this though, I won’t worry about the repercussions. If there are any, so be it. That right there used to be my problem. I would worry about the after facts so much, that I never realized what was done was done, and things were moving forward without me. Now, I can at least say I did it, I will work on not doing it again and move on.

To keep things moving along, I wrote this about myself. Its a little ad for me, you could call it a refresher course in me. I think everyone should do this at least once in a while to remind you of just who and what you are.

Available:

One slightly used but never appreciated middle aged still young at heart woman. Totally remodeled with upgrades to interior and exterior.  A few dents and dings here and there, but they lend charm to this funny and sexy better than new model.  Not as wild as younger models, but more willing to try new things. Comes with ability to think on its own, and evolve with the situation as needed. Extremely loyal when trust is earned, will not stray.  Heart bigger than mouth most times, simply needs refreshed every few months. Well worth the effort in the long haul. Humor included.

Taken:

By one buyer brave enough to purchase an opened model. Buyer was warned, yet chooses to work, mold, and learn. Purchaser has experienced  slight glitches in system, yet understands the codes enough to appreciate the full picture. Buyer has earned systems complete trust and respect, a new upgrade never before given by said system.

Love you hun, and thank you for being you and letting me be me, even at my worst.

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